Do you ever have days when you eat everything in the house and you still feel unsatisfied? And then as you are frantically trying to find your hidden candy stash you scream inside, “WHAT ARE YOU DOING? STOP EATING!! WHY ARE YOU STILL EATING?!”
Even though I normally stay within 5 pounds of my healthy weight (besides when I’m pregnant) I still have days when I fall off the deep end. Thinking that it will make me FeeL better, I eat everything in sight, when in fact it only makes me feel worse and causes me to eat more. I basically give up on myself and hOpE that tomorrow is a better day (when many times it isn’t because I feel horrible the next morning!)
I’ll be hoNesT; I don’t have a glorious ending to this post. I’m just writing to say that no matter what size or weight you are, some days are just TOUGH. Have you ever stuck to a diet for weeks or months and then, for whatever reason, you lose control and gain all the weight back? Probably, yes. The reAliTy is, even in the most perfect circumstances PeaCe wItH FoOd won’t always be as peaceful as it sounds.
Speaking of which, I don’t know about you but the holiday goodies are making this “eating stuff” even more difficult. I’m trying to sample in moderation, but again…trying to be real with you…it is a struggle and some days I just give up.
Confession: Right before I sat down to write this post, I had inTenTions of ending my horrible eating day with a glass of milk and cookies. I just happened to text my sis and she said she was at the gym. Hearing from her is what it took to “snap out of it”. Instead, I’ve opted to write you and sAvE myself the extra calories and disappointment I would have felt in 10 minutes. Thank you sis and to you readers for detouring my thoughts so my day could end better than expected!
You are NEVER alone.