I got a call Sunday that my grandma passed way. Dealing with this type of phone call is difficult. Initially I was shocked, but it wasn’t until later that I was flooded with all of her mEmoRies. Moments like that hit you out of nowhere and it seems like no matter what you do, you can’t keep the tears from running down your face. I know that she is in a better place and will finally reunite with her husband. But does that keep me from hurting? Definitely not, to say the least.
How do you cope with death? It is such a hard thing for anyone to talk about, let alone experience with a loved one. I find it ironic that I am even typing this to you. Six days before my Grandma passed, Doug and I were talking about how we felt God initiated a lot of our coNverSatioNs regarding heaven over the last 6 months. We had watched the ABC special “Heaven—Where Is It? How Do We Get There” and had given the “Heaven Is For Real” book to our children for Christmas. When we had talked about it again last Monday night, Doug asked me if I had this weird feeling God was preparing us for a death. I answered, “Yes”. It was such an unsettling feeling. I was scared. But I’m glad we had talked about it because we both agreed that regardless of when and if it was going to happen, we now had a clearer idea of what hEavEn is like and feel more confident in addressing this to our children.